last day of 2009

okay im gonnae wish everyone a happy new year and well yeah. Anyways lots has happened since my last blog like for instance i went to semi after getting convinced like a week before and it was alright im just hoping prom will be lots better you know :D, i also watched so you think you can dance and i really wanted legacy to win yeah but russel did and i was still happy because he was just as good. Now my christmas was pretty good i got season 1 of 90210 and its pretty cool and also the bake night went awesome lol and well some very interesting pictures of me and a snowman lol but yeah. i also went up north for my grandpas funeral may he RIP :) i will definitely miss him even though i didn't see him often but everytime i did it was a good time :) also have to say that when you want an off limit guy your totally asking for it because hes off limits and yeah, but did find this one guy fairly attractive but of course hes so off limits :@ so yeah goinna leave it with that lol, well my exams are coming up soon so yeah thats somehting to work on i guess lol wow im not in a very writing mood am i today lol oh yeah never mentioned this tough but i got really mad at a friend lol how great is that but were on the mend i think i guess its just he doesn't know when to stop and well yeah and its leads to my strain and stress which really isn't to good i must say. oh yeah christmas assembly was pretty stellar with the great acts that were on and stuff :) oh yeah i forgot the most major thing of the year lol i found out that this summer for one month im going to PEI and im like so exited and stuff cause its really gonna be a ball :) and well yeah well i guess my next post will be in 2010 the best year of my life i think for now lmao and yeah so HAPPY NEW YEARS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!

well then

okay i just have to like mention this my wrist is like really hurting right now and i don't even know why like how crazy is that well besides its hurts and feels like weird maybe i should see someone about that because if i don't well i don't know lol and man neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeww mooooooooooooooooooooooooon how awesome is that okay i know you know that i know that i am that you are that i am very excited about this cause i really am :D and well yeah lol i wonder what would happen if i lose it right now and right here well i think some phenominal things would like happen because why wouldn't they i never lose it at all and man im like craving some greasy food and a roller coaster at the moment to bad only one of theses things can come true :( man i want to be on some super awesome super droppy super spinny super everything coaster so yeahhhhhh and yeahhhh well NEW MOON and roller coasters and you know that i know that she knew that he said thats what she said what she wrote to what he typed that circles and stars and mario are all around us and ZELDA!!!!!!!

new moonnnn woooooooooo

okay yes i know having another post about new moon is like crazy but then again i am crazy lol now you may wonder what team i go for well i will admit the whole vampire thing is pretty awesome but then the whole hotness of taylor lautner is also pretty damn hot and man last night i saw the one new trailer on tv and i was like jumping up and down going like crazy and man his shirtlessness is like WOW man can't even imagine what things are going through my mind at the time i also have to say i think robert patinson is lik waayyy hotter in harry potter and the goblet of fire then he is in twilight but whatever he is still a hot guy right :) and man i think i will lose it today with the whole food eating contest at the mandarin and then theres new moon man today is gonna be a great day i hope lol and well yeah man i wish i could think of stuff to make this longer but alas im running a blank man i wonder what people would say or think if i were to like run around the library like a crazy women right now hmmmmm i wonder but i don't think i will test that theory out today lol or maybe i will who knows well except me lol

music = my life :)

okay music i love you with i passion okay just don't ditch me okay because i will cry with out you and okay i really have a craving for foopd right now but yeah lol and also a big craviing for roller coasters somehitn i caouls do like allllll day and you just watch me and okay my stories also known as my whack out of line stories are on there way so yeahhhh just give me a few days to post them and wel;ll yeahh lol man im crazy and now i must go so yeah more to come tomorrow about newww moon and other strange stuff

alrightyy

okay i ahev music again whish is good and its reall weird and not making me giddy drunk so i m,ust be sobering up and man i lourve the song replay and love drunk and like tik tok so give those songs a shout and a listen m,an i would really love to be harry potter becauses hes cool and man you should also check out potter puppuet pals on youtube because its sick and rightoues and yeah i really wonder what it would be like to just go see new mokn right now wait im already seeing it hahahah get the koke lol

i really wonder

i think i have really lost it to the point of no return and man i really wonder what it would be like to be zoey redbird and v=be the very awesome vampyre she is :) or even better yet anne of green gables cause then i could have gilbet which = awesomenessss alright man you just gotta love me and man i love legacy off of so you think you can hes like so hot and well dancy and hesssss my heroo right now man that show is da bomb and noone can say otherwise now can the pasa double thing with legacy and his partner was like the most awesome and hottest thing ever and aggggghhhhhhhh the music ended :'( so yeahz lol

i must be boredd

this music is still making me giddy that i might just want to shake it oh yeah!! lol man im physco and not even spelliung right so i muct m=be drunk off the music lol and you wanna know haw that feels it feels weird and yet aweomse and me wanting to like bounce off a wall and yet agoain no sugar in me ma so pumped for mew moon and that contest tomorrow and i hate spelliung the mord tomorrow bacues yerha and again with the speloiin glol hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaahha nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww mmmmmmmmmmmoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn yeahhhhhhhh woooopoo hoooooooooooooooo
:)
wow lol i must have lost it lol

yet again

man you gotta love my frequent blogging lol because i sure do and my music is back and sounding really whack lmao wow how crazy is that and i can't help but not laugh lmao wow i feel so giddy right now and man new moon how awesome is that DANCE DANCE DANCE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO wow i feel like super duper crazy for my no reading night the thing is i haven't had any sugar i thin its just the music that went so slow and country and western on me but i like it wow again with the giddiness where am i to go with that kind of attitude weel i think everywhere is for sure and please be wraned im not drunk or intoxicated im just drunk off the music lol and NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow again im crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy lol well yeh lol

so boredd

okay seeing as when boredom arises when i refind my blog i have to blog like lots which i will and then i don't for like a month lol soooo what to talk about ........................................ well the fact its almost christmas is pretty cool i guess and then theres semi something i just might not go to because i would rather save the money for prom :D and then theres new moon so super excited but then again you already knew that and anyways im about to post some sites worth visiting :)
http://www.houseofnightseries.com/

okay i guess thats it for now wow i feel so dumb i say i have many websites worth visiting and i only give one lmao how weird am i besides like really really weird lol man i wonder if may 27th could get here any faster because who thought an obsession over a book could be this bad lmao well this is thhe end if this because i need to find some more techno music lmao

the long needed camping recap i forgot

okay this is gonna be majorly short because of course i forgot all about it lol well i guess it was a fun cold weekend my friends left me in my tent alone while they were in the guys tent but whatever and i also got my pants pulled down by accident lol playing the game prom night or something which is a vastly confusing game to explain and i also got to see a kid duck taped to a tree which was funny lol i also got to see a huge marshmallow fight too it is one weekend i will not forget like everrrrrrrrrrrr and yeah sorry this should be long but alas it isn't because that trip happned like a month or two ago so yeah lol well anyways new moooooooon tomorrow sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

continue of last post

sorry about that i got kicked of because there was a class booked in the library and im on spare aand well yeah lol anyways like i was saying i started a new book series which is the house of night whish i can easily say im totally addicted and obsessed about incase you don't know what im talking about the books are marked, betreyed, chosen, untamed, hunted and tempted and burned comes out may 27th which i totally can't wait for :D and well yeah lol now this series is like a big grip from the first page in book 1 to the last page of tempted and there are going to be 12 books out in this series which is pretty cool i really love it and my character crush or my ficticious boyfriend would be stark who isn't introduce until the third or fourth book this is one series i would reccommend and its about vampyres but its nothing like twilight at all but yeah i really like it alot well anyways woooooooooooooooo new moon is in like less then 24 hours for my first viewing and on monday i will write an awesome review of the movie so watch out lol and currently music and dance and well excercise are back in my life so i can lose the weight my friends say i don't need to lose lmao but whatever im not super skinny just yeah lol my guy trouble has been alright but could be better and yes yet again i have turned guys down (N) :( i really need to learn to let my social beast out like i do on here and i will i also figured out what university im gonna go to but i won';t say it on here just yet and back to my guy issues well i think i decided to not bother with a relationship until university and just worry about my grades and getting a job and getting into university and all that essay work whish you gotta love which i don't because i hat doing essays with a very big passion and well i have english next semester and well you know im kinda screwed because the teacher is like really hard and then apparently she scares us grade 12's with getting good marks which is crazy and well something i have to handle but i don't know if i can but yes i know my social attitude needs to vastly improve like my vocab has and my reading and stuff has like really if i spent as much time going out there doing stuff like i am on the computer i would probably have like tons of friends and maybe even the boyfriend i have never had well i don;t know all i do know is that im working on it very hard even though im very much procrastinating on it as most people don't lol maybe i should be all cool and just not care what others think like really the only problem i hvae is knowing what to do whish is something i really wish i knew so if you know anything please tell me :) and i know fictional boyfriends do not count and yes i also know this post is super confusing but bear with me lol now i think im just gonna go ahead and do something crazy and unlike me and besides whats it gonna matter it will koin the vast high school memories i do have and stuff and well its my last year so what are people to really care what i do cause i don;t think i do like really why do i think the world revolves around my social status when in reality i haven't done anything to improve or affect it at all so why am i complaining when this time next year it will be a whole new ball game and really now you may wonder where i get all of this when i say i know nothing i guess i say that to get out of doing stuff but for once in my life im not gonna do that at all for once im gonna be someone who isn't me and make very many new friends and maybe a boyfriend but the only thing i have to make sure of is that i don't chicken out of it this time because if i do im gonna be antisocial something i would really hat being and stuff like really the word anti-socaqil just depresses me and makes me think how i will be like in the future like really im a very independent person as it is and maybe sometimes dependent and what would i do when things get rough and to hard for me to handle who would i be able to turn to besides myself but thats the freaky reality i would hat to face right now like really i would probably go into a much worse depression then i am in now not that i am in one really bad because im usually happy when it comes to the friends i have and school and it always brings a smile to my face but if i don't do this now how will i be remembered at my school the day i graduate this year and thats one day i probably will cry because its the end of living in a cage and finally going out there in the big world and i really don't know if i could really handle but something makes me think i can because i just really want to leave my hometown and go do bigger and better things but the only thing i seem to be missing is the encouragement to do all this so for once im gonna encourage myself to do everything i said i would but didn't and i hope that makes things so much better and till my next post tata for now :)

New Moon :D

well its been a while since my last post on here so lets make it worth it and im sorry that i haven't blogged in a while its just i have been busy and i know your gonna say but your posts are the most interesting and funny and suspensefull and all that other stuff but yeah lol i don't know what peoples opinion on my blog is but it would be cool to know and well yeah well anyways on to my topic which is New Moon yes i know your gonna say im a twilighter and well i am but anyways this friday aka tomorrow im going to see New Moon and it will be awesome and then afterwords im going to the mandarin where im partaking in a food eating contest there and the plate stand thing or something so that will be awesome for sure :) and then on saturday im going to go see new moon again but this time instead of going with my schools book club im going with my totally awesome cousin :) and man new moon times 2 can't get any better and man i think im about to get kicked off a computer right now so i will finish this fast lol well i also started reading the house of night series and man im totally addicted to it and well yeah well i think im getting kicked off so this sucks so yeah

birthday recap

im only doing the birthday recap before the camping recap because i already know this one will be much much much shorter so yeah :P okay now i got back from camping and i come home to rock band the beatles, now i turned 17 to let everybody know if you reading this one first okay now anyways i got that, some money and i will be dying the hair tomorrow and getting it cut tuesday so i'll be like a whole new person which will be and different i guess lol now like i said this would be short seeing as i only spent the birthday money on my dye and the haircut theres still more money to be spent so that means more info right lol

importanto info

i would love to let everyone know that soon i will be posting my many stories on here and i would love opinions :) and stuff and i also am going to give my camping recap and my birthday recap and some other awesome stuff too but the stories are going to be newest add to this blog soon i might have some songs on here too so watch out for them :)

One More Week

okay it is official in exactly one week i will be seventeen on October 4th :) and it will be awesome because im going camping that weekend and stuff so im going to have a blast i hope :) im also going to apply for a job this week and hopefully i get it on soon. i also went on fall fest and it was totally awesome except that super duper steep hill lol and then there was the terry fox run which was quite fun :) and in like 8 more days i can finally start my online applications for university:D

my school recap

as you may or may not know im on my last year in high school :D whish is like so exiting for that i can even bear to say how exited i am so anyways back to the first day my classes concluded of math which was alright, then comm tech my like all time favourite class ever then my spare which is incredibly boring lol then superfit which was okay well the next day i went to math and then at lunch i just decided that im probably going to fail it so why do it so i took biology instead and i love the class by all means and i also had to change the superfit to foods which is quite awesome we get to cook :) but yeah lots of exiting things have happened like a get to do morning anouncements which is pretty sweet and then theres my new crush :) <3 whom i still haven't talked to yet but whatever its all good i think lol i;ll update on that too but only if i talk to him and we start hanging and no more then that EVER but yeah the day after tomorrow aka thursday i get to go on a 2 hour hike!! up hill :O i know i have done it like twice or three times before its just i dont know maybe something specail will happen this year :) and i have an early release day friday definitley cant wait for that one :) well till my next post (:

my summer recap

about time i finally wrote this only like a month after its over lol anyways my summer was how do i put it oh right BORING!! i pretty much stayed in the house and only dreamt of the outside world lol i went a few times but not with any friends something new i need to invest to and a job because if a hod those things and maybe more my summer might have good and also could have flown in a plane this summer but not anywhere specail just one of those 2-4 seater planes that i know someone owns and yeahh. there was nothing on the whole guy watch either this summer :( but yeah the so anticipated summer recap is actually quite short and very boring to say so but yeah that was pretty much my summer ohh yeahh i forgot to mention i got so boredd that i decided to play final fantasy nine and i've almost beat it and this is in like 50 hours maybe less and NO CHEATS whatsoever how awesome is that but then again i have always been extremely good at LOTS AND LOTS of video games like zelda or mario :p

boredom + spare

okay from what you learn from former grade 12s they all that spare is like so awesome and theres like so much to do but from what i learned it is like soooo boring and there is absolutley nothing to do at all ever and its just pisses me off sooo much :@ like really i shouldn't have waited this long to get my liscense because i really regret it BIG TIME and now i pay the consequences, one, can't get it like until febuary but i have to check on that two, i have like no friends who the same spare as me even though theres like 20 or so other people who have the same spare as me but yet i don't talk to any of them :( which is quite sad considering i am a loner :O yes i said i am a loner you might see it at first galnce of me but i am and i HATEE it soooooooo much and yeahh,yes i know still no recaps but i'll get on that tomorrow when i have LOTSS of time :D so yeah lol

long time no blogging

sorry i know its just school has been well eventful and takes all my time and all that other wonder stuff but yeah my whole first week back, my summer recap, and moree are still yet to come am i slow or what ?? lol well i have some interesting stories to share about a few new hott guys :D and my stupidity sometimes lol ohhhh cant forget books can wee, no never, man one day im just gonna blog about books how totally random, stupid and weird is that right zero lol man i know im weird but a guy might be coming into my midst :O yeah i know cant wait gonna talk to him for the first time soon!!! man i really hope he never reads this blog lol cause that wouldnt be to pro now would it noo i might lose him FOR EVER!! so now apparently when i have a guy i have a secret blog the only thing that will never be mentioned until later cause he might think im super duper wierd but then again everyone deserves there secrets right or noo??

new music

okay my recap is coming tomorrow maybe but i have to say i just listened to this really good band the latency and there here in canada and very very HOTT :D and the script is still awesome but i gots me some new music close by lol my first day back recap is also coming tomorrow maybe so watch out for that :)

just great to know (Y)

okay well i just learned im like awkward around guys and i don't know how to flirt oh and i don;t know how to have fun, well this kinda upsets me because i thought i did well im gonna try learn the hard way seeing as my way didn;t work lol any tips please comment them because im in dire need (Y) and well yeah

well then <3

okay i think yesterday was like a record of how many posts i can actually post in one whole day lol thats quite an acomplishment for me lol but omg i still totally the script, we cry is like my most favourite song in the whole world but arhasxkdfskxfdksxhd school starts in like 2 days and im not ready and yeahh lol, and my 17th birthday is on like 27 more days sooo exiteddd :) easter bunny is still as annoying and he read my blog :) not that he commented on it lol but he liked it didn't say why but then again he is a guy so its all explained right there :) my longer posts are soming soon and i can't wait, wow that was just really wierd hahaha lol also here is the link for this one song :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7fv5dlozk8

boredom yet again

i am hewing some awesom blue 5 gum and its good and hksfjcjnjckffjsdljfmnfopsdf i really want the band the script to come to canada :D because i LOVEEEE them that much and if they don't im gonna go to europe and see them, yeah im gonna waste my money to do just that :D lol
i know another short one but don't worry i will have an awesome keyboard and more time to write moree so peaccee

new shoes :)

okay i had to say i like just got back from a somewhat long back to school shopping day and i got some awesome stuff :) i got like these really sick shoes that my sister said wouldn't last at all but i don't believe her i never doo and never will probably lol, and man i don't think one person that i don't know reads this :( and that makes me sad kind of because i made this blog so it could be read and commented on and well i don't know how to get well noticed by people and im gona try except i don;t want people from my area reading it except my best buds :)

boredom and strikes

okay, well school starts in like 3 days :O can't wait because its gonna be awesome and then my birthday is in 29 more days :D and i will be seventeen, my not so important birthday but i will still be older and ajgfmhjxcj,ndfjkxdbjkdh there's a stupid ass strike happening at the DMV in ontario and i can't get my liscense until its over which just sucks ass because i need my g2 before this time next year so yeah to being screwed :( buttt im so happy cause when school starts the guy hunting begins maybeeee depending if well yeah, also when schools starts i will be doing my summer recap :D so watch out for that on the 8th, but i really feel better after writing that sad note and you may see future sad ones so yeahh but i have too because it makes me feel lots better and its not good to bottle that kinda stuff up andwell yeah

the mirror of erised

yes i know three posts in like ten minutes lol but okay i just watched the movie harry potter and the philosophers stone and well i just wondered what i would see in the mirror of erised and the sad thing is i don't know but i hope to find out soon :) and sorry about the short post lol well good night maybe lol :D

read this please :)

okay if you read my blog is there any way you could like comment on this post and maybe give some ideas and what to do and well not to do kinda thing because it'll be helpful :) and then i get a rough outline of how many people read this, thank you :)

the random late night post :)

its like 2:04 am and im boredd and i just finished watching bring it on fight to the finish :D and man the guy in that movie is like soooo hot and has a super sexy voice <3 man i got to go shopping tomorrow for back to school stuff and im kinda excited i guess :) but man only three more days im so exited :D i also forgot i get to do morning anouncements this year but i might work behind the scenes maybe :) and also three more days until i can use my spare to write lots of blog posts, very exited for that too lol

ladidadida

man i just met the new grade nines coming to our school next year and there okay i guess don't know any yet but yeah, but arghhhhhh i had to walk home today and well it took me like 45 minutes in flip flops and i got a blister on both feet :'( this really upsets me alot so much that im going on and on about it lol but man my one friend who im gonna call either the easter bunny or miley lol well he just seems to think its nescary to tell me really pointless stuff like really who cares!! cause i sure don't. well school starts in like four days :O how awesome is that? well maybe not that awesome to someone who doesn't like school lol but i love school alot and im so happy to be back for my final year of high school and then i go into the big world and get to live on my own wwhish i also can't wait for by the way well i also have to say this that my friends easter bunny likes this girl who im gonna call goldylocks actually i shouldn't say like he like loves her but he won't talk to her and tell her what his feelings are like really if a guy liked me i think i would want to know because it is very very helpful more then guys seem to know but what do they know anyway?? but eek i like just saw my friends that i haven't seen since school ended it was awesome. oh and i saw that one guy i like and i learned some interesting stuff about him and oh my gosh i am starting to crush on my first crush i ever had again :O how that happened is beyond me lol but hes hot but like all the other guys i seem to like ho won't date me but i don't care surprising enough because its happened to me every single year since i started liking guys and well started noticing them if you have any advice please feel free to comment it because who knows it might help me lots oh and this year im gonna be less shy or try to be which might just help me i hope :) i wonder if i have ever mentioned the band the script because if i didn;t i totally think you should listen to them and well yeah and well this is getting pretty long and i don't know what else to write and well yeah so tata for now :)

yee haw lol

i just got my time table today and who would have guessed i have the most best first semester ever, its like going to be sooooo easy :D but my second semester is probably going to kill me :( because of course its like super duper hard lol but at least i get a locker on the first floor (Y) like i wanted :) but man one more week or like six more days until school and until i can see that one guy or ahem those many guys lol well yet again another shorter one but they'll be longer and daily once school starts though and when i get a job and laptop so ta ta for now :)

one more week

wow its been awhile since i blogged on my blog :O and yes i do use smileys now so there bound to be seen in my future blogs :), well im about to start my last year in high school how awesome is that and then one year from now i will have graduated and be going to university whish is going to be sick :D well i get my timetable tomorrow and im kinda scared to get it because i think i already know what my first period is and i don't want that to be my first period because the class is on the second floor which means my locker will be on the second floor and i prefer the first floor over any floor lol, but man i am gonna try and make this year the best and my nect blog post much monger lol which is anothewr reason i can't wait for school to start

The Day of the Beach

Beach day, you know that day where half the kids skip school to go to the beach when they have all summer and weekends to go, but what am i saying i was going to go but alas i didn't cause of course you need a smim suit and i sure don't have one of those. Then there are those people that are TOTALLY OPPOSED TO BEACH DAY like my one friend who said i shouldn't go but then heres me saying but maybe i am going just not right now and it turns out to be really funny how this freind actually reacted to it lol. Then its such a very very nice day to actually go to the beach to and get that nice summer tan your just waiting to get and be totally amazed with :)

My First Week Of My Second Semester

Now before anything I am not new to high or a matter a fact the high school I go to so if your thinking I'm in grade nine think again cause that was two years ago and now I am in grade 11. Well the first week back and taking these four brand new classes with new maybe old teachers was a real lesson. I think that it was a lesson because your trying to learn what you can or cannot do in these like for instance in my first semester classes I knew what to do and what not to do. Now my 4 classes are fairly good and the teachers either already knew or getting to know me. Now what I always wanted to know is what a teahcer thinks about a student they have NEVER taght before and what to expect out of this one student and then it turs out what they expest is completly wrong or right if they even expected anything out of a student or even a class.
With me being in grade 11 you totally expect everything to be hard depending if you took university or college classes well in my case I expected hard but since I really like all of my classes and im good it wasn't that hard or as hard as I thought it would be. Now something else that happened this week actuallt today that totally surprised me was the quiz we did in chemistry and my teahcer had said only one student got perfect and I thought it could have been me but then I thought about who was in the class and I was doubting it was me after all until when the teahcer gave me mine she congragulated me on my perfect and im like whoa I already have 100% in this class which is really good until she puts all the other marks in and then it could stay the same or even go down I dunno I just hope it stays the same cause that would be an awesome way to get better and maybe improve myself in my classes which I really need to do.
The homework load has been fairly good actually alot beeter then it was in my first semseter cause I had homework everysingle night and it wasn't just a little bit of homework to it was alot now camparing that to this semsester there is a HUGE difference in my homwork load so for who knows maybe I will get lots after this.
Also I am so happy that I don't have any of my classes this semster on first class cause I HATED it so much. My resonage for hating it is the fact that all are homework, assignments etc.. were on there and not everyone can get ona computer everyday and even if you can you really think your going to keep on doding homework when there is so much to do on the world wide web. well I guess it depends the person. Now all I wonder is what to expect next week in my four glamourous classes.

Dreams

Dreams-a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.
Now do you think after you get up in the morning if your dream had any meaning of whats happening, happened gonna happen in your life. Well I guess it all depends on how everyone thinks about this particular matter. Now getting away from this boring stuff my dreams tend to be out of the ordinary like the other night i was really angry at my own sister and I had dream where for once I overpowered her which was surprising. Now does this have anything about whaat could happen in my near future or was it just me imagining being that totally awesome person who finally took victory and maybe I know somehting like that would never happen but can you really get all of this from ony tiny little dream.
This is my meaning of a dream- thoughts of which surround the facts of stuuf that will happen in the future, stuff you know will never ever happen in a million years and what your own heart and mind wants to feel. This meaning may not make a whole lot of sense to some people bt let be reassure you that it will make sense only if you let it make sense.

Luck and Valentines Day

Luck-the force that seems to operate for good or ill in a person's life, as in shaping circumstances, events, or opportunities. Well I have to say I have the worst ever luck in the world like for instance the other day i bought this drink ina glass bottle and there were these glass shards all over it but no bottle broke so where did the come from. Well I still don't know the answer to that question but i do know where they went all over my hand and then I had glass in my hands till I finally two days later got it all out. Now I wonder what my luck will be like 7 to 8 days from now because theres friday the thirteenth and valentines day. Well im hoping nothing will go wrong on either of those days cause that would suck. For instance every single valentines day no guy as ever asked me to be there vaentine instead I feel like im being shunned from valentines day itself. Now your probably saying what about your boyfriend or even your friends, well I have NEVER had a boyfriend EVER in my life and then my friends either have boyfriends or girlfriends and they feel like hanging with them all day but thats ok since it is a day of LOVE. I only wish i could be able to feel that kind of love couples share but who knows when that will ever happen because guys just don't like me and if they do I just don't like them somethimes. For once I just wish I could get the guy and NOT someone else whos dated a milion people like really they have dated and I haven't so wouldn't that be hypothetically right I guess not cause it still hasn't happened yet. Now who knows what the next seven to eight days could bring me I just hope its something I have been waiting for my entire life and not something that I could really careless about. So love here I come for this great adventure I hope you let me take.

The Ingeniousness of Ingenious People

Have you ever noted that there are these people who are so smart that they can create something out of ingeniousness. Well I know two people like this one the guy who made are fire alarm for my school well this fire alarm only seems to go off the most coldest days you would ever see like -20 degrees Celsius, well I think he made it this way purposely and now hes probably in the comfort of his own nice warm house while we get to wait outside in the cold in T-shirts maybe even shorts too if you had gym. How bad does this suck well I think it sucks so much. Now number two the person who made the stupid fitness test which is casically this stupid and yet very very hard test to tell you how fit you are. Which is something that I hate because I hate getting all sweaty, then finding out im really out of shape compared to like the entire class who is in much much better shape then I am and then have that feeling of blood at the back of throat which is so gross and sucks. Well it still sucks cause I still slightly have that feeling and I did this like 2 hours hours ago. I just hope it was actually worth taking the class anyways cause really this whole thing isn't helping me its actually making me feel worse but maybe thats how you get better.

Why did the creator of the earing have to make it so seriously IMPOSSIBLE to get the back of the earing off cause I spent a whole HOUR trying to get the back off and you wanna know what i got out if it a broken pair of earings and a really sore ear. So next time I will be careful before I put on the earing cause this could happen yet again which would totally suck alot.

My First Post

Have you ever had the feeling that you shouldn't do anything but you do anyway? Well I have and i should have known not to bug my younger much stronger sister but I did anyway and well lets just she didn't hurt me this time but it was pretty close.

Well this whole blog thing is quite new to me and I'm still trying to figure it out so if these posts suck then well I'm sorry if they do but I vary well assure you they will get better in time once I have got my writing Mo Jo out there. There are two reasons why I made this blog one-my friend made one and it was pretty cool and two- I always wanted to make and I guess I did.

You wanna know what hurts...... getting wappep in your side by a stool a really heavy stool at that too. Yes this did happen to me and the funny thing was a was guessing it was gonna happen when the guy was carrying the stool right behind my desk and it did then out loud he said I just wapped well me in the side. Can you believe guys and there stupid sense of humour which sucks alot but the good thing is it didn't hurt that much and I forgave him this time but who knows if he does something like that again (this isn't the only time he ticked me off or did something stupid) I might not be as forgiving as I was but I doubt I will cause I'm way to nice to do something like that.